Chapter 9

I have sex addiction.

I first found out about this condition when I was a freshman in high school.

I was really scared at first, often researching it alone late at night.

When I finally understood it, I emerged from my room in a daze.

I've never even had sex, how could I have this condition?

I gritted my teeth, not daring to tell anyone, not even my brother.

But when I started college, Olivia stole my phone and accidentally discovered that diagnosis photo.

From that day on, my peaceful campus life was over.

Even though I hadn't done anything, everyone thought I was naturally promiscuous.

"Bitch", "slut", "whore" - these words followed me throughout college.

But I've been holding back so hard, trying so desperately to act like a normal person!